My Soul Beloved Company:(A Sonnet to Sameen)

Oft I had wondered why wherefore

This life to me, my heart!, is wretched a thing?

And this, hear you Sameen! an age before

The day the fate had brought aface to me my being.

This being to me, myself, came hid in you

Surprised your smile did shine your pi-ety

To me and to yourself so pure, so true

Like virgin of the Fatima* your purity.

And cursed be damned fate for it had then

Have stole the soul beloved a company.

Would you ever accompany again

My life, my quest and fulfill me, my destiny?

In you did I, for life, have tried to find

For self some pleasure, pain and peace of mind.

For as long as I can remember, I've yearned for someone(a friend I presume). Someone who is like me, for I felt only this could be the person who understands me, for not even I understand myself completely. And when I met Sameen I felt like my quest was over. And then fatefully I don't ever meet her now or see her even...